not so great

working has been tiring. and i am broke.. =( i miss SU so much. ='( when can we meet again.?

i have been having shoulder and neck pain and back this few days.. it sucks.. and yesterday, felt like banging my head.. hurts so much.. and SU trying to be a DOC. and at last i gave up.. i forced my sister to massage my back.. with VICKS. hahs. and i put alot on my stomach.. my forehead too.. and so.. i slept. yea.. i woke up feeling happy. (= hehe. my headache gone with the wind. but it;s better if you can cheer me up. anyways, while i am doing stock just n ow.. my head hurt like fuck again.. i think it's all bcoz of work.. =( so tired. and my sleeping pattern also like crazy sia.. one time can sleep like 10hours.. then the next day only 5hours. like fuck ryte.. i miss my boyfriend.

and i really hope sery take care of herself.. suddenly got phobia on riding bikes. sometimes SU action.

xoxo

i miss you, my dear. =(

Me today?

A favorite authority figure in your life is acting unlike themselves today -- they are more concerned with saving face than with giving you guidance or inspiration. Because they aren't going to be challenging you to do your best, you're going to have to try to challenge yourself. Don't think that just because they are distracted that you get to take a day off -- are you only living to impress them? You should be living to impress yourself. You can fly on your own.

my horoscope.

yeah.. serious.. like all my life i'm always trying to impress people trying to be the best.. but. i havent impress me yet. =(

i miss su. oh where are you?? please read my blog love

bowling & soccer

i was sleeping.. planning to sleep all day actually.. coz i slept at 4amplus.. so yeah.. then at ard 2pm. was half awake.. then my HP rang.. my BF called. said just woke up uh.. yesterday do what.. hahahs.. so, he said rizal planned to go bowling.. with his GF. at first i was like.. hmm.. aiye.. but still i go . haha.

so, went to khatib first. waited for his GF. she cut her hair. and i really have no comment when Rizal ask for my opinion.. but back in secondary school i thought that style was like hmm.. stingray. ----__- i thought i will nvr get to see that hairstyle but today i did.. hahahahahhahahahahhahaha..

so, bowling at pasir ris.. the waiting list was so long.. bloody hell.. but one kind soul offer his Queue ticket to us.. (= so nice. i love her. hahas. i wanna play bowling again.. and RIZAL .. me and su won u both.. hahahahahhahas.. SU is super action. wah.. i think i play good. (=

then Rizal sent the GF home.. and i really wanna eat my fried kway teow.. so we went to AMK banquet. but still i'm still hunting for my JAGABEE. =(

watched the boys played soccer. so fun.. and Afiq is one kental guy.. coz he made the goalpost smaller. but still you know what.. the other team still score.. see how kental you are. hahahs ok oops.

xoxo

i also wanna play pool. syg, i wanna win you. it's like you're always better than me. hahahs.

i miss you again

Should I Stay - Dreamz FM

jewellery diamonds.

(= just got back from meeting su.

he bought me a present. a t-shirt. hmm.. thanks. and i bought him KIT KAT CHUNKY. i know i sucks.. but it's the thought that matters. hehe.. da lame die tak mkn choc tu. eheh.

so , anyways.. i wanted to watch christmas lights.. so went to town.. hmm.. and it's like the crowd were walking towards us.. and he asked why is the people walked back to us?? hmm.. sth like that i think. haha.. and we just walked.. and then ya got event uh.. but we didn't walked there as this guy of mine was saying hungry la.. lazy la.. alot of people la. so, we went to HAJI KARIM.

satisfied.

AND I WANNA EAT JAGABEE. =(

i want to buy alot of stuffs.. i can't wait to go shopping.. alone? ahhas no. i donno. nobody wanna go shopping with me. =( alot of shops are having discount right now.. hais.. i hope my pay come out faster.. but NO. next week man. urgh.. frustrating. ok BYE

moment

If the night were endless, I’d measure time by our love,
I'd do all I could to fill you with it and spill you over
I'd memorize every inch of you, and take it into forever with me
For after something this powerful, this deep
There is nothing after here.

I am no longer afraid of what time will bring,
For I have lived an eternity in your glow
And my only wish would be for this entity we've created
To find a place in the heavens to belong
A new constellation, for future lovers to wish on.

-Melanie

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

and 14th month for us both. (=

i love you so much dear. (=
i can't explain it.. how much i love you. oh, i'm tearing up. hahas. gundu. but you're the bestest. and i love you very much. ok. i will always be there when you need me.. in short be there for you always.. i'll cry with you. laugh with you.. do everything with you. i hope GOD bless our relationship till a long time.. coz i can't bear to leave you.. all the bad things i ever said to you .. i didn't mean it kay. and where are you now dear?? i;m waiting for your call. i miss you so much.

xoxo
i will love you always.

Fly Me To The Moon - Oliviadarling kiss me,

one night with suhairi

hehe.. (=

i just woke up. got home at 8am just now. kesian LOVE 1030am have to get to work. i asked him to sleep at my hse for awhile then he was like i don't want la.. blah blah blah. hahs

so ytd went eating at Centrepoint.. he was really mad at me. and i donno why.. i was really upset till there is tears in my eyes. thank god. i'm a strong girl. sorry kay Rizal.

so after eating off we went to the court. yea.. wait for them like very long time.. one hour plus i think.. then his fren came with the GF. wah.. i swear to God she looks like wati. hahs. but i did not talked to them alot though.. hehe..

so, great.. he no need to pay fine.. just do CWO. (=

so after that..Rizal went to Vivo.. and we four watched movie at Cathay.. what movie?
it was YES MAN.

the audiences.. everyone.. kept laughing and laughing.. coz it's really so funny so funny.. and even people clapping sia.. like serious so. funny.. i love the part when this someone want to murder himself.. ahhahaha.. fuck.. you should wait for that scene.. ahaa.. hilarious. then su kept saying.. wah you like uh.. you like. hahahahahahaha. .

so, the movie starts at 1115pm.. then we ate first at Rex Mackenzie.. i think.. OMg. he ordered alot of foods.. and you know how mch.. $80.70. hhahha.. not bad for 4people.

and we chilled outside Cathay.. nowadays he kept smoking. i donno why i felt really irritated. hmm.. while only both of us chilling coz they went to toilet.. he sang to me this song. -_-

BSB-i want it that way.

hahas..

ok lar..

i love sleeping and hugging you dear. you so sexy. hahas

xoxo

i'm working at 630pm. -_____-

fave korean TV series ever

MY GIRL







last time, used to watch this show like everynight. so, i'm always at home every night. haha.. hmm.. another korean movie that i like is.. stairway to heaven. hahas. i like. at home every sat to watch with my sisters and all.. hahas.. like u cry everything. yea. all emotions. (=

k.. ENJOY

paranoia

haha.. yesterday night was the worst. waiting for that someone to call me. hahs. like 2am then he called. like urgh.. but at least he called. (=

now am waiting for him to send me to work. oh.. miss him.

and tmr gonna accompany him to the court.. with his frens -_-

he said i don't like to mix ard.. how to mix ard? if i am really a shy person. =( and big crowd really scares me. =( so scary the people. ahahas.. that's why i have you coz you're not shy.

i hope i'm not late to work.

i love SU so much.
i wonder what my life would be without him.

oh.. this blog is always about him. hahas.

xoxo

feelings

i am feeling so emotionally and physically attached to him.

i miss him.

xoxo

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people have high expectation on me. but you know guys. i'm trying my best.. if you guys can support instead of..... i'll be fine.

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i wanna cry

missing someone

keke.. not interested in percussion anymore.. lazy

well, i'm missing my secondary school days. =( i rmbred when i was sec 1 or sec 2.. this girl confronted me coz she said i was disturbing her BF.. but i did not.. so i just ignored her. hmm.. and that time no one stood up for me. yea.. how sad. even my best bud. she just walked away coz she said it was embarassing. but hey i did no wrong.. haas.. but when we were sec 3 and 4.. sec 4 especially we are like that close.. me and the girl that confronted me. hehe.. i donno? maybe it's the malay dance magic.. yea.. i was in malay dance last time.. hmm.. i had fun. i was in malay dance too when i was in primary school.. hahahhahahah.. nobody believe me when i said that i was in malay dancing... blah blah.. i joined choir too.. active sia.. P2 to P4. heheh.. and after that not active coz there's malay dance. hehe.. i love ARTS & DANCE.

in sec4

i always sat at the front of the teacher coz I SUCKS. and i slept in POA lesson in sec4 all the time coz the teacher is ugly.. me and WATI flirted with the relief teacher.. i had a crush with a guy who sat beside me.. name KEVIN. 2years crush. =[ he hold my hand once. hehe.. i hug him once.. it's all not on purpose. hahas. but he got a taiwan GF which is.. super cute. (= great couple. hmm.. we always studied for our 'n' levels at mcd. ahha.. and when the results out. we came in late coz we dont wanna listen to the talks.. but aiya.. we got caught. and have to sit right at the back. hahahha.. haha.. it;s sad that i got 11points.. and i cried.. and alot of people pacified me.. hehe.

i miss wati, lydia, rosila, eqin.

and i bought the mango dress. i'm a happy kid.

xoxo

MANGO SALE

one month ago i went mango to buy this jacket that is 75bucks.. like fuck now is 37bucks. and i saw this dress super nice.. and it's now 75bucks.. i think i'm gg to get it tmr? or maybe sat?.. hmm..

i am still searching for the dress in the net.. hehe.

....

i can't find it in the net.. hahas. nvrm then.

oh.. waiting for su to fetch me now.. haha.. accompany him to wash his bike. hehe.. first time.. coz tmr i am in afternoon shift so why not? hehe

xoxo

pinch your cheeks

ahha.. keep pinching his face.. me are shi ying are into lesbian acts nowadays..

oh ytd.. shi ying put some one on hold.. and i don't know.. i kept singing to her.. hahas. then she picked up.. and i was like gasped. WTF. hahas. paiseh.. haha

xoxo

cotton on

i must be crazy.. i always bought stuff from cotton on.. guess cotton on is really the store for me. hahas.

i miss bf. great we gonna meet tmr.. but only for awhile. ='( he better treat me good.

xoxo

why must i be the victim of like i don't want you to be influenced.. blah blah.. i know you;re a good girl.. blah blah blah.. i felt =( i am too soft. =(

oh yea.. i have a plan. (= but i have to save money first. (= back to school mdm.

well, that's my fave pic.

dear god

i am missing you again.
ride safely.



xoxo

and i am not gonna meet fala later. i am so tired.. i need to sleep.. kay. i'm off to work now.

it hurts to say goodbye

that's what happening to me now..
yea.. i'm sad that i am feeling do you love me? no i dono.. =( it's not the first time niwae. but i think i dono.. i shall really think this over coz he's a great guy.. but i am just not feeling it.. not feeling that you will cherish me.. not feeling that i am important or you love me anymore.

at least i know you're a great guy.. and i am not regretting having a relationship with you..

maybe i love you

you've been missed

ZURA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED YOU HERE.

hehe.

i miss my boyfriend. yay.. i gonna meet fala on monday for chingay practice.. im gonna perform for chingay next year. (= whee.. at last. so busy busy for me i guess. i hope i can handle this. (= shitss. i don't have enough leave. urgh. i will do my best. hehe.. haha.. i told my boss today i got percussion practice and he said singing practice?? then i was like laughing sia. but nevermind. hehe.

xoxo

please god please don't rain now

when su was under my block waiting for me.. the cloud was really dark.. and i was like please don't rain.. god love me.. when we reached vivo city then it rained super heavily.. so, people you must pray hard to get what you want. hehe.. the thing i pray.. please god don't rain. please. we want to reach vivo city safe and sound. yeah.. kept repeating that. hehe..

so went there to watch movie.

we got the best seat. (= hehe.. the movie is super awesome. about.. hmm.. you guys should catch that yourself. so sweet.. (= and caroline is one super crazy girl. hah

yeah.. while waiting for the movie to start.. we went to eat at banquet.. he said that eversince he stead with me.. he became fat.. haha.. like what.. haha.. then i said eat 3 times per day.he said he ate in the morning.. and like that time was 4pm.. haha.. then i said what about lunch?. haha.. so i win i guess.. coz he ate. hehhehe..

after the movie. we went outside to smoke. gahh.. i hate it when like he smoke.. coz you know. you smoke and im waiting for you to stop. but niwae.. not a big deal.

photos?

you have to tilt your head?? ahah.. i sucks.

xoxo

lip syching

haha.. funny. watching videos at youtube.. i am meeting su later to watch movie. whee.. (=

i must shower now. hahas.

xoxo

on the bed with you

FUN.

my sweet sexy suhairi

"ok. so my whole point of telling this long-winded story is that, when i was under her block walking to the bus stop, my eyes welled up in tears and just waiting for the force of gravity to make my tears rolled down my cheeks.. i realised how much i missed spending time with her like i used to.. not going hme at all.. breathing and sharing the cool morning breeze.. the moon is not seen anywhere, and the sun isnt up yet.. i think thats when masturah looks her best.. her make up would be gone, her hair would be not so flat.. and she would always cozying up with me.. and its not so bright and the lighting is perfect.. emphasize her fair skin beautifully.. and she's just this one big cute and sweet stuff thats just been squeezed into a beautiful, sexy body.

whatever it is, this entry is to show i ever loved a girl named masturah binte musrin deeply, sincerely.

oh love, my sweet sexy love named masturah, after reading this, please smile and tell me how you feel. love you.

yours forever,
su.
oxox"-suhairi's post

i love him so much.

NO HARI RAYA FOR ME.

but an extra leave. (=

yesterday was the busiest day ever.. i was in afternoon shift. and abit fed up.. but i really like my customer.. (= she came back to me.. wanting to exchange but she did not.. instead she bought more stuff. hehe.. and so when she pay.. she said my son really like you alot.. and blah blah blah.. yay someone like me.. hehe.. i hope his son grow up to be a good and handsome man. so cute. (=

and today i finished work at 230pm. i thought i could meet him.. but NO. how sad. hais.. i thought he work at 5pm.. but NO. it's at 7pm. urgh... yeah.. so, i went to my aunt's place at tamp.. i wanna stay there again.. so fun! hang ard till like 10pm.. so lazy to walk 1km to the bus stop.. so, took a cab. slept. hahaha.. BEST. actually i dont wanna go home.. but too bad i'm working at 1030am tmr.. boo

i watch TV. play with the cousins.. and my cousin so kind give me a purse.. she said my teacher gave me this.. and i said your teacher gave it to you and you give it to me.. hahaha.. i know. i cant help it.. it's so cute lar.. and then she willingly gave it to me. hehe.. then pasting stickers.. yea.. they love me alot.. actually. they were from their grandma hse.. and hearing im in their house.. they go home. BIBIK said they miss me.. aww.. little kids.

feeling now:=|



xoxo to you

crystal ball

am i sexy today darling?
hehe..

so went to chunkfest.with Fee and Syg. hmm.. dirrty.. hahs.

so here it is pictures. i just got home actually.. hehe
crystal ball.. hahas.
xoxo

procastinator

still browsing chictopia.com

and i'm listening to the veronicas-speechless

you're everything to me. i miss you. feels untouched.

oh.. i dont wanna sleep. chictopia.com so fun. hahas

xoxo

discountpls

i went cotton on and bought sth that i've been eyeing for quiet a long time.. hehe.. so i bought it. it's not on discount so i asked.. can i get any discount? i'm working ard here.. i got a discount from this guy so i tried on her.. but sadly NO DISCOUNT. how sad.. =( should have take the guy name.. boo boo boo boo..

i'm gonna wear it to go out with SU. i dont know why.. but nowadays since i'm working at coldwear.. i've been dressing up to the nines to impress SU.. i don't know why.. but i hope he notice. hmm.. yeah.. i love him. (=

and now i'm like thinking of how to wear it tmr.. hmm..

at work.. she said that i;m not acting like a 20.. (i'm 19 sial) and she;s not acting like a 17.. urgh..!! i know what she's saying.. hahahas.. coz i like to boss people ard.. hahahahahaha.. but for fun. haahahahah. i love.

xoxo

hair color

hahas..

yesterday and last wednesday i told myself to wake up early to color my hair.. coz i'm working at 130pm.. haha.. but i did not.. and told myself again on sunday.. hopefully i really color my hair.. coz my roots is ugly.. have to touch up you see.. i must be pleasant looking if my behaviour is not. hehe.. oh i miss suhairi.

some people said myboyfriend is fat. but i beg to differ.. then she asked is he your first love? and you know what.. i have to think about it.. sadly i think he's not.. hmm.. but you're gonna be my last ok syg. (= and she said uh.. love is blind.

hearts only matter.

xoxo

prata house

i love su for bringing me to the prata house to eat.. coz i was super hungry.

hehe..

xoxo

sick and drowsy

first

gossip girl?. uh yeah.. i don't watch it. =( but i want.. my friends are all talking about it. haha. actually only fee uh. hahass.

listening to:
the killers-human

oh i so love the killers. (=
if the killers come down to SG surely 100%ly.. i will go. i will drag boyfie along.. he love their songs too..

SU came to give me BEANCURN RICEBALLS haha.. and macaroon. yea. sedap.

and i wanna play pool. pool pool pool..

kay.. i'm getting better.

xoxo

the doctor said so what's up?

knowing yesterday i really had a bad flu.. woke up 3plus am morning with chest pain.. despite of that i still went to work.. but with mix feelings.. almost got knock down by a taxi.. so, i waved, to said sorry.. dangerous me.. i was walking like a zombie.. hecking care about the world.. smsing my love one.. SU. yeah. fickle me..

i bought 2dollar meal at macd.. and my ex-colleague said good morning.. lu sakit uh.. and then he talked crap to me.. i was not listening.. coz i was zombified. hahaha.. and he said g doctor la.. and i ya ya ya to him..

Choon Hua was late.. i waited for him.. like a what.. people passing by looking at me.

whining at Choon Hua i wanna go home.. and yeap.. went to see doc.. took cab. my DOC was shocked to see me.. as though i have a twin.. and she said what's up to me.. haha.. coolest doc? first time. she said just now in the morning this girl face like you.. haha.. eh, i got so many twins uh.. but of coz my other twin is preetier then me eh.. ehhe.. yea... that;s all.

i wanna watch CSI and chit chat with LOVE till sleep.