been missing you

love is irrational. the more you loved someone, the less sense anything made.

discount?

I WAS FULL OF MADNESS AND TIREDNESS AT WORK JUST NOW.! F***(i have not been scolding vulgarities for quite a long time!) everytime ask for EHEM!. wth. if you have money to go. why no money to buy stuffs for it. like WTF right? haixx. somemore say EHEM! it's the quality that matters!! in other high end shop.. it will be mad EHEM!! la. seriously WTF with you. and i was dammmmmmit tired then i put on my high voice to her and now i feel so bleah.. how could i treat VIP like that. AHAHAH..

da la mas.. part of parcels of working in retail store facing EHEM!

sorry for the EHEM! I scared if i say the truth it will jeopardize my career.

i rarely talk about work anyway..

have fun. i need to snore now. byebyebye. i like the song byebyebye HAHAHAH

new moon

he smiled my favorite crooked smile.

i love su so much.
what i desperately want now is to go out on a date with him. =(
going to 3months now. and 2more month. and he could walk independently.

i wish that we could sneak out on 12Oct(my bdae) and 25Oct. to eat and watch movie and have fun.

i miss you bloody much

today marks our 22nd month together

eh???

i miss having mum preparing the food for pre-dawn meal.

oh and someone stole my hard earned savings from su's working pouch. $60 bucks eh. su kept it for me coz i always spent everything. now.. i always put money on his bank account. hahahahas. save for rainy day people. and i withdraw $20 everyday. haha.. so i could watch what i spend on. and i bought a peace ring today.! i like very very much.

tmr go library then meet su.. oh man.. i am running out of clothes. i have no idea what to wear. =(

and can't make out during fasting monthl. =( i miss his tender touch. but actually that day when he smiled sheepishly at me.. i could felt his warmness of the soul(a7x! hahah). love him to the max.


xoxo

lovelove

i am so happy for myself. (= i lose 1KG. hahaha..
HAHAHhhahahahahahHAHAHHhHAHAHAHAHhahahahhHHAHAH



i am SO HAPPY

mini shopping spree tmr?? hehe

clubbing

i am worrying about su situation right now.. but su. up to you ok. think wisely.

and something made me laughed out loud just now at work.. haha. May went clubbing ytd. she said it has been so long la not to dance and all.. and so she just drank and watched people dance.. ahhahahahhahaha. she so funny. Nana too.. showed me how the clubbers dance.. one girl danced like telling the guys to fuck her. and May can't accept it. hahah.. coz maybe she is old already.. like what people say..when you grow older you think wiser. haha.

fasting month is getting nearer.
i no mood to raya

ice age. yes man.

watched ice age and yes man with su just now. (=

$8 damage for USB Cable. hahas. haiya.. then i bought seventeen mag again.. i don't know why?

tmr morning shift. i am very tired of working already. =(

& i also don't like to eat. every food is the same to me.. or maybe my standard food is super high.. haha.. NANA was so excited about the AH MEI Roti Prata.. she said it's nice very nice.. i expected damn nice.. nicer than the Prata House. but i think actually it is just normal roti prata lor. hahas. haiya..

and i only ate garlic bread and chocolate cream roll. i don't want eat. i don't want.

you the light

shafiqa

she is the most cutest lovable kid ever.. and annoying too. hahas.

ya. i bought for her shared with su.. a hello kitty keyboard puzzle with frame. hehe.. so cute. hmm.. actually i thought.. i have always thought that i am so gonna buy keyboard for her..coz the last time i bought for her drum set and she said she wanted keyboard. and she actually got a keyboard certificate or something. hahahs. but coz i have no time to find and financial crisis i bought her that cute thing. (= happy happy hor.

can't wait for my birthday to be 20! haha.

and i actually plan what to buy for suhairI. hahahahahahhaha

I AM A PLANNER.

$18.40 =(

gone for taking cab from woodlands to my house. i hate woodlands so much..

and so i thought to search present for shafiqa.. her birthday tomorrow.. hah.. but i don't know.. see my mood. all depends on my mood. hahah.

watching SG IDOL now. hehe..

and i love IRIS-GOO GOO DOLLS.

25minutes

boy i missed your kisses.

hate

saying hate out of anger is really wah.. haiya. hehe.. move on people

down jackets drop on my head while msging su. mad pain.. till got a slight headache just now.

hmm.. then got alot of banglas just now. and i like to wear skirt. and i really miss su badly. =( he sleeping now.. but i am strong will. still waiting for him to be online. hahaha. da la mas. go and sleep.

xoxo

kiss me su

chelsea chelsea

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHA

i deserve a smack on my face.. gundu ass. i miss my stop just now. hahah. can't help it uh. i was so engrossed with my novel just now while sms-ing with su. ahaha. and sad.. can't watch fireworks coz i miss my stop. boohoohoo.. and i banged at the counter wall.. hahahahaha. and gillian surreptitiously laughing at me. haha. and i got tongue-tied serving this heheehe couple. BIG FISH LEH!! i caught 2 BIG FISH today!! got one more thing also. haha.. i almost went inside the male toilet. ahahha. i was like eh?! ahhahaha OMG. what a gundu la mas.

ok

xoxo

adam chen is on TV. and waiting for su to be online. (=

ADAM SO CUTE! adam got suhairi's eyes and eyebrows. HAHAHAHAHA k bye

hmm

i am trying not to hate someone.. but haiya. getting on my nerves seriously. =/

anyway, was at su's place just now. watched tv only. nothing too exciting or what.oh, we watched hangover. haha. so funny.. haha.. alamak.. anything is funny to me ya?

i miss staying at home and just sleep you know. i guess i miss sleeping. i need a 24hours or maybe 32hours of sleeping. hahas.

and i miss going out with su. =/ hais. and i miss working at suntec. and i and i miss misses alot of things. =(

xoxo

fall in love again

yesterday i worked 2 to 6pm. actually i feel bad.. coz the shop still got alot to do. and may have no off day. =( we were all so tired. my arms muscle are aching till now. k la.. stop whining mas. and today is my off day yaww. going to the library later then meet su.

yesterday. su was so handsome. (= really really love him. well i really like the song at jana's blog.. really suit my mood now. ya. we went to late night movie. WE as in his siblings and the cousins. haha. eat at newton first then watched G.I JOE.. i miss the last part though coz went to the toilet. and the handicap thingy so cool. hehehe.. su naik whelchair. ahas.

well i love su alot.

xoxo

hmm.. i want to wear skirt. =( but cannot.

why oh why

we gonna be together like before like we will always be.

(=

hohoho

i met su today. (=

and my aunt msged me.. it's funny that i always randomly thought about her. coz her face is in this big banner la with her pink blouse. everytime see see.. i felt like i have been watched by her. creepy feelings. ahha.. and you know what.. she msged me bile nak dtg ruma die. i was like freaking shocked. haha. yeah. and she so good also want to help suhairi. well, they have met. hehe.. so funny. met my relatives formally but not my own parents. =|

ok anyway.. weird la. this stuffs always happen. when you think so much about the person.. and the person would suddenly msg you. you know.

xoxo

funfunfun life

what is life?

hahaha..i no life? =(

no la.. suhairi said this is the best time to go out with my friends.. and i answered i will feel selfish and guilt ridden if i go out with my close friend while he just lay down on the bed. of coz la.. he got company.. but it will be a different feeling. like yesterday i have staff outing. the feeling of worriness is killing me softly. but hehehe.. he's going to get discharge on friday yawww.. (= but still... =(

and tomorrow start work at IMM back. hais. so boring. and i hate su to be at woodlands. so much transport money.

and i think life is to be with someone you love.

simple minded people..

and the goal for su in life is to get married.

but it is the truth seriously.

masturah sweet

i had so much fun bowling the pins just now. and the place that we bowl was at raffles country club something i donno... wah.. the place damn grand!! i love it. this year staff outing was damn fun. (= i just love to bowl.

i miss bowling with su.

xoxo

oh.. i spilled strawberry yogurt in my bag. haha.. i smell sweet.

hehe

blogger is ok already??

heheh..

i posted some of my entry at the other blog. hehe.

xoxo