metric.-The Twist

cross

oh.. & i think i don't want to buy TBS Mascara. coz it smudge. and Maybelline Gel liner anymore. haiya.. both is a bad combination.. soon after these.. i am so gonna stick with the usual. wanna know? it's bloody REVLON BLACK EYELINER of coz. i love it. easy to use also. and Maybelline Mascara smudge free lor. and i realised guys like it bare on the lips but just abit of tinted gloss will be ok. (=

and i have been using ZA foundation like i think for 10months or so.. and i recently changed it to Maybelline Angel foundation. wah.. i thought it will be normal. but when i put it on my face is like super shiny sparkling lor. haha.. only good to go clubbing. but i am no clubbing girl. but it's nice to put on.. like as in the tone really matched my skin color.. i don't know why.. other girls use the foundation till like super white. like WHAT?? haiya.. choose the right tone babe. it looks bloody hideous.

k la.. i am a nobody at this. but i just wanna share. i don't know who to share it with. hahas.

living IN the rock. HAHAH.

oh, handsome handsome boy. hell.

so, just now i accompanied Shi Ying for her lunch.. so, i made my decision. people like me always stick on the first decision. but bloody fickle also. hah. so, my last day going is to be on the 20th. partayy. (but no money =( ) i am kinda sad to leave that girl. coz she is the fcukin lesbo girl that always kept me like excited to go to work.. boobs booty. yeah.. after alyssa go.. she is my only one. =( and now.. shi ying. 19th i will flash at you. ahaha.. k NO. i am so bloody gonna miss you.. and next year me & you is on yaww. (= hugs.

i went to AMK just now to meet him. yeps.. then got his fren also. and he action & also said matair aku kerek eh.. and i was like hugging him. and he said don't hug him coz inside the school premises.. like KENTAL. and i was like. -_- hahas. yeah la.. i never had a BF before in the same school before. all was like outsider. haha. k whatever

so after that said goodbye to Fir (handsome tau).. and off to chengsan to pee. the toilet is clean there. i trust chengsan. and off to JUBILEE to watch movie. (= and we watched friday the 13th. scary shit la. i screamed 1 time. ha. coz maybe there were only 5 people watching including us. so so scary lor. JASON never die man. k i spoilt the ending. go and watch ok. i give it 3 of 5popcorns. (= and the thing is... our stupid/nonsense idea. we bought HOOCH and dono what vodka for him. haha. i love HOOCH seriously nice.

k

xoxo

love su

sayang

i love suhairi so cute. (=

i had fun today.. hmm as always. hehe

xoxo



kiss kiss

my fave song

SAVE AS DRAFT

haha.. another few mins and su will arrive to meet me. (=

now, it's like a habit for me to post and then save as draft after that. hehe. sorry

xoxo

this is kinda love that i want.
i want to depend on you love.
you are my everything.

skaterboy

da lame tak dgnr this band. (=
for the fans man.. (=



and miss skateboarding with su under the moonlight man. boo.. hugs

about mango again

just now on my dinner break i was in search of a white dress.. i went FOX nth fancy. so, i went cotton on hmm.. i just don't like the material.. then walked down to mango. and i fcuking falled in love with the white dress but the only problem is .. it's $75 and i donno why.. i don't wanna feel regret if there's a mango sale and the dress will be alot cheaper. and maybe the dress will be sold out.

so i end up not buying it. and i was like thinking about it. bloddy fickle la. and SHI YING was like.. i pay $30 lar.. for your bdae present. then i was like grinning all the way. and i said. eh, my bdae bloody long eh. hahas. i dono. i will try it tmr after work. hehe.

hey ho.
will be meeting miss sery on thurs & su after that.

and su asked me when is our 18mth? bloody hell.. then after that he said he know.

k la.

su where you?

byebye
xoxo

desperate housewife

do you watch that just now?
hmm.. carlos is it the blind man? talked to eva on the bed.. that was sweet ryte?

and this song is on replay on youtube. hahas. donno why?



oh, spring spring summer

i want flowy flowery dresses and skirt
and i wanna buy acid wash jeans. it's in trend now. hahas.
and and i wanna bring su to shop at uniqlo. really! maciam cotton on like that

k xoxo

cikopek!

i love su =)

all of the love before i start work

he is checking out other girls.

man.. he look scary.

oh anyway,

the title doesnt involve anything about su.. but i kept calling my in charge that just to lighten the store mood. hahahahs.

xoxo

lots of love from me to you all (=

kpos

while we were kissing and all at the carpark to say goodbyes. i mean that is super normal ryte.. it's not like we do more than that. haiyo.. and this someone shouted sth. and me and su was like what?? hahas but we still con't though. hehe.

and someone say sth to me also.. like what. i think u heard the wrong info man. i was like ya i sleep with him.. hmm.. ???? alot of question marks . haiya.

and su liar.. he said he will have more freedoms when he open sch. end up he still have to work. bleah. and he forgotten that we have a date on the saturday.. good that i have no super high expectation. or else.. cry cry baby.

anyway su make it happen la.

xoxo

& bloody hell.. the items are out of stock and have to wait for 2weeks for the refund coz of the processing. i am so sad.. =( cfm shi yinh super sad too. coz we were super duper excited on it. =( =( =( =( =( =( sad lar.

sad face. miss alyssa

today dinner so sad. KFC cheated my feelings.. i bought salsa burger meal. and i thought the burger is like normal filet o fish/mc chicken size. then kimak pny lah kecik. but then what do you expect $3.30 meal. hehe.. but it tasted the same as.. hmm.. fcuk i donno what burger is that. k forget it.

but i still i am gonna go KFC again tmr to eat my honey biscuit? but i still donno eh. mcd or kfc? hehe.

hmm.. i miss su.

sometimes you thought the things you said doesn't matter at all..
sometimes you said i am sorry i will never do this again.
humans..
life is like a roller coaster.
up and down. turn ard.
you will just say it and do the same mistakes again.

i sucks.

i love you su. miss you

have fun jamming tmr.

trembling

friday not a good day..

TGIF?? what? i have to fcuking work. =(

& i hurt su's feeling. i know i should not.

hmm..

=(

i feel so miserable now

are you sleeping, love?

i have not been receiving a msg from love.you sleep so long?? hmm.. =(

i am super glad that i resist the temptation of buying the $10polo tee at cotton on. hahas. i just bought that day but when i got home hmm.. hehe.. i have exactly the same color giordano polo tee. haha. wtf ryte? gundusamy.

ytd was my off day. yes. i did went out with su. (= he woked up ard 6pm i thnk.. met ard 720pm sharp hahas. then off to vivocity to watch Gran Torino. and we shopped at G2000. they are having sales right now. 50% off on the 2nd piece. so, su bought his smart pants. and 3/4 pants for me. (= really love it. love love su ytd. and eating too much of fried kway teow feels like bluek ytd. i guess too full? wasted food. i can now eat half of the portion and i am full. hais. sad

i wanted to talk about Gran Torino. i really thought that the show are rubbish. but when i read the review it said 4/5stars. and i think i agree eh. it's not that really awesome.. but the storyline so meaningful i guess. hahas. i teared up a bit. but don't expect alot of action. expect alot of swearings, (NC16 mah).. and annoying korean grandmother with Mr Waltz? Grrr.. suhairi said like dinosaur. hehe

(=

loves su & I fucking hate my cam hp.

morning sunrise

su is still asleep. i guess? haven't heard a ring on my phone. oh. we slept in late ytd. he watched soccer match and he is so damn excited that chelsea won coz he thought they were going to lose. hehe. and i was busying bloghopping. watching porn hahas. no la. facebook.. yea. playing games lor. haiya. so much to do huh..

and fee kept pouring me msgs. and i love it. at least some attention. well, i love attention from someone i love. (=

i donno why but i am really segan to msg kambing. =( i donno why? but i wanted to though. it's just that the feeling of you got turn down rejected or sth. yeah.. embarrasement.

well, i love su. we webcam ytd. and it was super funny. imitating each other. and i thought will we be like this all the time? till old.. waking up to look at his cute face. maybe aliur meleleh.. sleeping and he snores loudly. hahas. who knows. and i hate hate hate people askin biler nak kahwin. =( i donno why? that question put me down. coz we know it will not be soon.

xoxo
i love you su. ever and forever when and when

i won't ever hurt you
you deserve more, everything nice
and that's me hahahahs

hmm..

i am feeling hungry now. =(

i donno if i shud go out and meet su tmr. hmm.. yes i do miss him. hehe. i mean the need to be with him everyday. haiya.. sometimes i cud really be that clingy huh..

talking about work. hais. sales really bad. and so bored now without aly. haiya. just now worked with the girl from somewhere. i don't really like her though. so, i acted like i am a fcuking bitch to her. but i am really not. i dont know. i just hmm. i choose my fren who i want to talk too. i just find her hmm.. hmm.. no comment really. guess i really shld open up to her since aly resigned alrd.. must work with her you know. haiya. so boring lar.it takes time to be with me. =( now, i am just scared i will get a pay cut. do i need to change job? hmm.. but i am lazy to start all over again. haiya.

oh i took this quiz at FB. and it says UNWRITTEN is my life theme song. (=

Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield

xoxoxoxoxox

sad face

i feel so sad now.

i need to shop
i really do

though su talked sense to me ytd

i think i have a problem

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haha.. i bought stg alrd.. happy abit
i love su

we are all the same

& love is blind.

i am having runs. wah.. luckily im wearing dress.. easy. no zip. no ntg. except for the underwear. urgh.. sakit perut. =(

love su

coincidence

before work.. hahas.

sexy pose haha

hmm???

i want horny pose.. !

why do i have to always bump on people in the bus 901. just now it was izah and the BF. awkward..

anyway, met him under his Blk.. off to CWP. don't want go that far coz his leg still hurts. not like other people don't uds. haiya.well, we watched Fast & Furious 4. woohoo.. so fun. (= i just like it. hot girls. hot guys. hot cars. what more to ask? hehe.

we ate at LJS before the movie. i wondered why su always ordered the nice foods. i think he really know food. unlike me. sad. i ordered the chicken fish combo. i hate the fish. and su so good. the cashier gave him $10 extra.. and he gave back to her. hehe. so kind. i am the devil one.. keep saying keep uh. hahahs.

yea. so after the show. lepak-ed under his blk. took stupid pictures. and i took the cab home.

syg,
no matter how far you are
i will always be there for you
lovelove

and kambing msged me just now.

like what??

kambing you got read my blog meh?

FB

i am getting the wave of playing the FB. ahahas.
i really want to shop but imagining the reaction of su face =( made me think twice. and now.. i kept shopping on my pet cinta. hehe.. no more coins left.

sms flooding by fee just now. but all i want is for su to msg me. hais. why love?
so sad

hais

su i fucking miss you love

=( sad face

dedication loves

suhairi dedicated this song to me. (=

but i just have to dedicate Britney Spears-Sometimes to him. hehe.. i was about gg to sleep. then i listened to the song and straight away msged him.

oh love.
together we are invincible.

i love you so much.
more than anything else. ;)

i will give a very big bundee bear hug and a sloppy kisses tmr. hehe

over-reacted

hmm.. sad that i over analyze the small stuffs that should be a joke. and over reacted on it. what fuck. maybe i am too sensitive. i am such a loser

anyway,
my aunty is being so mysterious.. like what. msged to meet her. so that she could give me something useful.. i hope it's money. it's useful right? or maybe it's her instant cam. so i could sell my instant cam to someone. haha.. or maybe her digicam. coz i also want digicam. or maybe her laptop? haha.. see.. i told you. i think too much.

off to work

depress

my boyfriend is in deep shit. =(

well, his luck is so bad this year. like what... lost his wallet on the first day of the year.. consists of ic, riding license.. =( then alot of things. how to revert the luck man??

i still love you su.

oh hello, hello

sery posted a beautiful entry about us on her blog. hehe.

after work.. thought of meeting Su to accompany him see Doc. on the train gg yishun. and he called to meet at Toa Payoh. and i thought we are gg yishun together.. but we have to wait for his friend do his thing. i am not mad or what uh. but i donno. and he said coz his friend accompany him to somewhere and see his bike.. and i think by courtesy.. he accompany him back. but there is one more guy.. i donno . =( so, tmr is my off day. and he have to go clinic with i dono who? i plan to stay home tmr. i am not saying anything uh.. there is no issue but there is. k la.. abit pissed off. but i think it's ok. minor.

and he said something that i feel abit hurt. just that i hate to be compared.

we went to the cathay.. watched the unborn. haiya.. i donno what to say uh. but the last part when the guy and the girl recited some prayes.. the expression of their face made me laugh sia. ahha. haiya. don't like uh.. no nice movie nowadays.

xoxo

FREEDOM

Su said,"when i start school, have my bike back.. then we will be back together."

i love you

SURRPRISE

all my plans don't work out.. =( i am totally upset. they cheated my feelings. hais.. but at least the surprise went well i guess. but i just feel abit hurt. hmm....

sery accompanied me to far east.. -for my next pay.. i wanna get the M&B bag.. i donno why.. it looks really really chic and simple. i want. and it's really cheap. (=

my Boyfriend said he feel sad that he couldn't take care of me.. hmm.. i donno love.. but i am ok. wlds really sucks.

k.. i posted alot of random notes.. coz sometimes i don't like to elaborate much.

hmm.. happy birthday faizah. hope you like the gifts

xoxo

lucky

yay.. sery promised to accompany me go fareast to get that thing. i hope the plan will work and that someone will get all surrprise. hehe.. i like to surprise people. (=

today i wear until so sexy.. ok not sexy la.. haha.. the old, middle aged and young take a glance at me.. actually bcoz i think i wear so funny.. imagine.. a blouse, bandage skirt and stockings and suddenly a pink shoe.. it suddenly pop out. ahahas.. funny sial. nvrm la. let me be caught by fashion police later. =(

i will post up pictures later. (=

i love you su. you'll always be mine. (haha.. tak tahu malu)

xoxo

got to get change.

hmm..

i donno why but i feel down.. the reason i want to be online is to upload my photos on facebook.. but i am just plain lazy.. su haven't rply my sms.. playing game. his msn is online but.. i donno??

hmm.. met putra and gf. seriously, i am not close to the gf.. but she is all so friendly. layankan aje.. i even dono her name. hahas. weird. hmm.. chatted like a very long time.. she got a really cool job.. a dentist assistant. i want i want. hehe.. but the pay also like mine.. i lazy to change job. i'll have to start all over.

haiya..tmr i will have to go to fareast alone to buy sth =( and go wlds after that.. i am so lonely.

i still love you su.. pls don't ask, you don't love anymore? i don't like it.

=(

champion

i did it! i am so happy. (=

i walked from suntec city to my hometown. geylang bahru. took me 1hour and 15mins yaw. hehe

xoxo

stuck on you

my lips are swollen now. and that guy said maybe a cockroach urine on my lips. damn disgusting sial. ahas..

went to wlds. saw azam. and eqin. hehe.. never thought i would bump anyone there. gahh.. hmm.. yeah. met su under his blk. we watched movie at bishan.. coz long time never go there. hahas. 12rounds is not that bad yaw.. but it's kinda short.. yes. really. i love all the actions. or maybe i dont expect anything for the movie that's why it's for me.. but overall i will give it 3 of 5 popcorns. but i really wanna watch confession blah blah.. anyone wanna watch it with me? hmm.. guess huda will? hmm.. or wati? but long time never contact them. =( ok then.. bought sth for myself really happy. (= i need to buy jeans too.. guess have to wait for next mth. sedih eh.

k la. love spending time with you my man.. (= kiss.

xoxo