morning sunrise

su is still asleep. i guess? haven't heard a ring on my phone. oh. we slept in late ytd. he watched soccer match and he is so damn excited that chelsea won coz he thought they were going to lose. hehe. and i was busying bloghopping. watching porn hahas. no la. facebook.. yea. playing games lor. haiya. so much to do huh..

and fee kept pouring me msgs. and i love it. at least some attention. well, i love attention from someone i love. (=

i donno why but i am really segan to msg kambing. =( i donno why? but i wanted to though. it's just that the feeling of you got turn down rejected or sth. yeah.. embarrasement.

well, i love su. we webcam ytd. and it was super funny. imitating each other. and i thought will we be like this all the time? till old.. waking up to look at his cute face. maybe aliur meleleh.. sleeping and he snores loudly. hahas. who knows. and i hate hate hate people askin biler nak kahwin. =( i donno why? that question put me down. coz we know it will not be soon.

xoxo
i love you su. ever and forever when and when

i won't ever hurt you
you deserve more, everything nice
and that's me hahahahs