true?

i am waiting for su's msg or phonecall right now. =(

the last msg was sape ckp? and i replied i cute princess. we were talking about cuteness. hahs.
he slept? without saying goodnight to me? uh.. sad. unbearable anymore. life's so unfair to us. why must it be this way? wish i could turn back the time if i have the power. wtf is this. wtf. fate is evil su said. fate is evil. he broke the promises. brokedown.. dammit.

these days weird things happen at night.
i wish if i say su msg me su call me su su su but su did not now. grr.
last 3days i suppose.. i donno how has this been happening. i will be suddenly awake and su will call me. it's 4am, 5am sometimes 6am. i picked it up. telepathy work wonders on us. hahs. i miss him. i miss him too much. =(

SORRY will be posting alot of depressing love notes. hahs.

lovelove su alot.