Saturday, July 19, 2008

upset

i hate myself for doing this.
let's just say i love him. i love him very much. i think he's the one for me. like ya.
but these few days that stupid confuse feelings come again. and always left wondering. i kept thinking and thinking..and cried alot.. and i told myself that maybe i should understand more. ya. i am so selfish very selfish. i want him all by myself. i get jealous very easily. i am short tempered. i am so fickle. but i don't know. he try to change i know. i saw.. but i am so silly. and this feeling really sucks. i want to be with him.. i just feel that we are not the same anymore. why? hmm.. yeah.. i sucks that's why.


oh, i cant't think straight. i am not in the mood. but i am trying to smile . because i am working today. and tomorrow. i thought i could forget but this feeling really haunt me down. =(

i love you darl

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